30 days since P is lost to a grey, disrupted , hazy, broken world. It all happened in a minute and nothing in life seemed the same after that.
An avalanche hit me for the second time. The difference being that I was not sedated this time so each boulder, each gush, each strike of time was hitting me harder. I was being flown n torn into pieces. People tried their best to ground me down. But I knew that I have to sail through it alone...So deaf ears is what I gave to their sympathies.
It's a long long way. But I will get thru. It's like getting a second life for my mum cuz when God snatched her away, I always imagined an instance of having her live, however with the injuries. Now that He has done the same with P , I am fighting not for one but for 2 lives.
Let the forces surround me silently forever as my wings fly me away!
No one can understand the pain you are going through my dear.But there's someone above all who is walking with you all along and giving you the amazing strength that you are showing at this time..Having Faith in Him and thanking Him for saving P is all I can do.
ReplyDeleteI am with you always..visible or not..talking or not..but always praying.
Sumi